Monday
Happy Monday it’s check in day!

Weight 149.4 still not what I’d expected because I’ve been ON track all week. Not one sip of vodka, not one cheat anything and everything fit in my macros. Coach said no changes to macros and we check in again Wednesday and then start depleting for Peak Week. I’m a little worried about this since I work until 3 am Friday and Saturday so I might end up delirious with exhaustion like I have been feeling lately at work these past few weeks. It doesn’t matter, I have the whole week of the show off from work and all I have is a photoshoot where I get glammed up and show off my hard work, then my hair, polygraph, tan then SHOW DAY! Omg I’m so excited I kinda can’t even believe I’m really doing this and actually am not getting pulled out for not looking good enough (I made Malayna promise to tell me if I wouldn’t be ready because I don’t want to be the fat girl on stage).

Like whaaaaat!? Who IS THAT!? Thinking about where I started at 185 lbs in 2017 😱

I look at her like “BOO YOU ALREADY WON!”
Obviously I still like green hehe!
2 weeks out macros are staying the same at 1400 calories, 125 p, 135 c 40 f
Oh yea and my boyfriend cooked for me last night and omg its amazing

He deserves an award!
Anyway, next up will be peak week because I forgot to update this!